Stuck Inside My Mind
/i feel stuck inside my brain
the anxiety is gone
but the pain still remains
my childhood on repeat
embodying the shame…
i feel stuck inside my brain
the anxiety is gone
but the pain still remains
my childhood on repeat
embodying the shame…
Erotica, R-18+
The guy seemed all talk,
promising to make me scream.
Like nothing I’ve experienced before,
He’d fulfil my wildest dream.
‘I’m larger than average,
my tongue can do a trick,
with my hands I’ll caress,
my moves are super slick.’…
i find myself
standing in a river
hands outstretched
struggling
in a futile attempt
to hold back the flow…
There’s something wrong with my head,
Chaos overwhelms when I pull the thread.
Nothing’s real and my rationality’s fled.
When I turn inwards and face the dread.
Mental landmines impact my tread,
Realisations growing like bacteria bred…
He accepts the world as it is
Never asking for much
beyond a smile and a hug.
Unruffled by change,
Volume, voice, or visage.
He embraces you for who you are…
I dream of flowing lines,
Of black and red reeds painted upon canvas,
Dripped into life,
Pulled forth from my mind,
The perfect representation…
Eyes meet
A fleeting moment
Futures fractal
Possibilities endless…
Fever dreams
Liberate the mind
Boundless and edgeless
Thoughts flow
Skipping between
Ponds of reality…
Do you love me,
Or just the idea of me?
I may be your ‘dream girl’
But I am real,
And that reality is different
From your fantasy…
A chaotic beauty,
A trusting soul,
Mother’s love for all.
She’s seen things,
And survived worse,
Feeling it all…
is this a cry
for attention
or
a cry
for help?
is there really a difference?
i hate
imperfect synonyms
unless I’m desperate
for a rhyme…
It’s not wrong to disagree
Just make sure you speak fairly
It’s not wrong to say goodbye
Just make sure you first try…
If you get too close, I’ll pull away
If you talk too kindly, I won’t stay
If you push too hard, I’ll say no
If you stay too long, I’ll just go
If you try too hard, I’ll soon leave
If you enquire too personally, I’ll simply deceive
But…`
I withdraw,
Please don’t take it personally,
It’s just what I do
To keep myself safe.
I want you to understand…
Read MoreDaddy Dom Danny
Loves locking us down
Six times he’s tied us up
To keep us from leaving town
He’s all about submission
And just loves the control
“Stay at home” he commands
“Or we’ll all pay the toll”
But Daddy we’re bored
Please give us something to do!
“Put this mask on baby,
Wouldn’t want you catching the flu”
‘Please don’t stop’
She wanted more,
Pain or pleasure,
She wasn’t sure.
Hidden desires,
Unspoken wishes,
For soft caresses
And hard kisses.
This is shadow work with a twist.
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