UNDER THE INFLUENCE

reclaiming my childhood

“A personal and brutally honest account of the destructive dynamic that a drug affected and mentally ill father can have on his child.

Zachary gives us a sacred peek into his once shattered mind, teaching us that, even against all the odds, a broken mind can not only be healed, but can go on to flourish, inspiring others along the way.”

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“Under the Influence is the story of my childhood. It provides an insight into the reality of being the son of an addict, paranoid schizophrenic, chronic hoarder and drug dealer.

For as long as I knew him, my dad dealt. Every day, a procession of desperate, malnourished and volatile addicts would visit our house looking to score. From a child’s perspective, they seemed to have only one goal - acquiring their next high. Growing up in this environment had a profound impact on my life and world view. I never felt safe.”

- Zachary Phillips

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  • ★★★★★

    “I could not put this book down. Reading about the trauma and suffering Zac endured as a child and how he coped and went on to help others was amazing. Until I read this book I had limited understanding of the impact that parental mental illness and addiction can have on a child. It is both a story well told as well as a self-help book. This book would be really helpful for teenagers who are currently in a situation similar to what Zac's was, showing that they are not alone and that there is hope and help out there for them.”

    - Amanda, C

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Under The Influence: Reclaiming My Childhood

Genre: Autobiography
Word Count: 27, 952
Page Count: 127
Published: 2016

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