Esther discusses her experiences growing up gay within a religious community, diving into the shame, self doubt, confusion, and feelings of loneliness that comes when you are fundamentally different from those around you. She shares her journey of coming out of the closet, and into a happy lesbian relationship, one that enables her to live her truth.

We also discuss the connections between the pill and arousal, the impact of adults modelling appropriate behaviours, heartbeat fetishes, feeder kinks, and thinking yourself into orgasm…