Rachel’s Confession

 
 
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- Part 13 of KINK -

R18 + content warning:
sexually explicit scenes, graphic language, drug use.

 

Before we begin, I need to say something, the societal standards around promiscuity are terribly biased. If a man were to act as I do, he would be considered a stud, someone that other men would admire and attempt to emulate. But me? Oh no, I am labelled a dirty slut. Women feel obliged to judge and shun me. Men are okay fucking me, but that’s about the level of my worth to them. It’s always been like that, even back in my high school days. Kids can be so cruel when it is happening to someone else, but when it comes back to them they act all shocked and hurt.

Bitches and bastards, the lot of them. Well, maybe not everyone, but it certainly feels that way at times.

I have always been into sex, and frankly, I don’t really see what the big deal is. Why should we limit our relationships to some arbitrary line in the sand that says, “This is the one person with whom I will share my body with”, and subsequently, “That one person has the only body which I am allowed to embrace.”

Fuck that, and while you’re at it, why not fuck me as well. We both know we will enjoy it.

One time I was at a football match with a mate and he seemed kinda blue. Something about being bored at home and rundown from work. To make a long story short, I ended up sucking him off right there in the stands. He was happy and I was happy. It was a good time.

You could say that sluttiness is my love language. That’s right, I am reclaiming that word back and owning it. If making people happy makes me a slut, then slut be I!

I suppose that’s how I got into OnlyFans.

I’d been sending my nudes around, to my football friend and others for a while, and they were quite receptive, and appreciative, and very complementary. So, I thought, “Fuck it, why am I slaving away in a 9 to 5 when I could make a real go of this. I’m doing it for free anyway.”

There is just something super-hot about knowing that there are a bunch of people simultaneously playing with themselves whilst watching me. The DM’s and requests really get me going. I like to toy with them, tease them, and make them beg.

We have fun.

They call me their digital mistress, and I play with them in ways that they have never dreamed possible. I feel kind of bad about being the other lady for some of them, but it isn’t my place to judge. With most marriages ending in break up, people cheating left right and centre, and porn usage running rampant, it is clear that they are going to do it anyway.

The interesting thing is that it isn’t just the men. I have quite the vocal minority of female friends (and now Fans) who appreciate my openness. I guess I am embodying some of the qualities that they wish they themselves had, that my extreme example of sexual freedom enables them to be just a little bit more of a slut in their personal lives.

I am sure their men appreciate my influence, and if they don’t, I am more than willing to help those ladies out from time to time. Although at first some do need a little bit of chemical encouragement to open up if you catch my drift.

Funnily enough, I thought I was the biggest slut out there, and for a while that was the truth. But my online work has exposed me to a depth of depravity that can only be described as glorious. I haven’t tried it all, but I am making my way through some of the more interesting kinks. My favourite so far has been to make one of my more beta male friends into somewhat of a cuck. I found a bull of a bloke to dominate both of us and just let lose. The bull fucks me while the beta sits, watches, and does what he is told like the good little boy he is. If he is an epically good boy, the bull may just even fuck him as well.

We have fun.


This short story is from the book, ‘Kink, Volume 1

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Zachary Phillips

Zachary Phillips is a poet, author, mental health advocate, and mindset coach. In these roles he has helped thousands of people move from a place of surviving to passionately thriving.

He is the author of 17 books, teaches on Skillshare, Insight Timer, and Udemy, hosts the Reality Check podcast, and is the creator of the Ask A Poet YouTube channel.

He is a qualified teacher, personal trainer, life long martial artist & coach, disability support worker, Reiki master, and is currently studying a Master of Counselling.