*** Trigger Warning ***
He told me I was special,
And gave me all the perks.
Held my hand through prayer,
And showed me how the system works.
He said it would be our little secret,
Kept between him, me, and God.
Told me that I was a good boy.
Summoned me with that little nod.
He taught me what was holy.
To trust in the divine word.
That my doubts were of the devil,
To not trust in the absurd.
He spoke of the afterlife,
Spewing words of eternal damnation.
The trials of earth trivial,
Compared to the day of revelation.
He showed me how a soft caress,
Can feel like the stab of a demon.
That he held all the power,
And that God’s love tastes like semen.
He demonstrated the church’s power,
By denying all my accusations.
How could a priest be sullied,
By a young boy’s fabrications?
He was eventually punished,
They moved him to a new town.
Gave him a new flock,
Other boy’s souls to drown.
He died as he lived,
Safe and admired,
Protected by his brethren,
A biblical patriarchy conspired.
He left me broken,
Mind, body, soul.
What he did destroyed my faith,
Leaving me not whole.
